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i took my SAT reasoning test this morning, and the essay question was “should people voice out for their own views or agree with everyone else?” it’s weird, because i just watched boys dont cry, and holy fuck my eyes (>_<) the world can be so fucked up, and i feel so pathetic not being able to do anything about it. it makes me mad, people just cannot learn to accept others as they are… why change someone when who they are is what makes them unique, and what they choose to be, or how they choose to live, does not determine who they are inside. in the end, we’re all human beings.

i was eating my sandwich this afternoon, and as i was chewing, i bit this super hard piece of thing. i thought it was just a mega burnt piece of bread or something, so i ignored it and swallowed. after finishing my sandwich, i did this thing that i usually do after eating where i sweep my tongue across my teeth in case any food was still stuck on them. as i did this, i felt this gap in between my teeth near the back. and then i realized that that hard thing i bit while chewing was actually a small chunk of my molar that had broken off. how it happened, i dont know. i had my friend look at it, and he said it looked like a cavity. it was all black and gross, and a whole piece of it was missing. so that’s my highlight of the day… my tooth broke off, and i didnt even feel it! i guess the cavity was so bad it ate away all the nerves or something. (>_<)

having the ability to kill someone with your mind would be really great right about now. 

i was just told that my facebook link on my “about me” page wasnt working O: but i just went back and it should be working fine now (^.^)

i feel like all i ever do is disappoint the people around me. and no matter how hard i try, the people i tend to hurt or disappoint the most are those who i love the most… i hate to sound all dramatic, but i honestly dont know what else to do, i’m sorry.

and nothing is loading D: i guess no tumblr for me tonight alksjdhgalksjdfasd /cries.