rice candy.

bebe i love you. and im so happy to be with you. and i love your family, they’re like the coolest people ever. and i love fluffy too, because he’s a cute balding grandpa. (: i dont care if u shave all of your hair off or become completely bald (well actually i would care, but it’ll still be okay), because i’d still love you.

so please stop thinking so negatively and being so insecure about our relationship, because we’ve gone through so much so together, good and bad. and we get through all the hard times together. i know there are times when it gets so bad that we get close to breaking up, but we never do, and we always end up getting through it.

i had so much fun today with you and your family. you guys are just so great. ^3^ everytime im with you, im happy, even though sometimes i may seem moody, but thats just because im tired. but today i wasnt! (:

and im sorry for making it seem like i didnt want to spend time with you. i love spending time with you. i love being with you. and im happy simply because you’re my boyfriend.

we’re gonna get married in 2 years when i graduate, all im asking is that you wait for me. and then all this shit that’s keeping us semi apart will be over and out of our lives. 

im exhausted. i just finished showering. came home at around 9:30ish from the band concert. im so tired. but i had fun with addie and jonny today at home, they came over for awhile before the concert to see the new house. (: and to see pepper. she was all hyper and stuff as always.

and pepper’s making these weird like cough/gag noises. it sounds like she has a hairball stuck in her throat or something, i have no idea what it is… hopefully she didnt catch a cold or have a cough. S:

school wasnt so bad today. (: there were only 20 something people in my grade at school, since everyone else were on a field trip. i actually had fun. everything was just so chill since each class only had like… 5-8 people. it was like a dream come true. most of the people who pisses me off were gone. (: hurray!

day 01 - your favorite song
day 02 - your least favorite song
day 03 - a song that makes you happy 
day 04 - a song that makes you sad
day 05 - a song that reminds you of someone
day 06 - a song that reminds you of somewhere
day 07 - a song that reminds you of a certain event 
day 08 - a song that you know all the words to
day 09 - a song that you can dance to
day 10 - a song that makes you fall asleep 
day 11 - a song from your favorite band 
day 12 - a song from a band you hate 
day 13 - a song that is a guilty pleasure 
day 14 - a song that no one would expect you to love 
day 15 - a song that describes you 
day 16 - a song that you used to love but now hate 
day 17 - a song that you hear often on the radio
day 18 - a song that you wish you heard on the radio
day 19 - a song from your favorite album
day 20 - a song that you listen to when you’re angry 
day 21 - a song that you listen to when you’re happy
day 22 - a song that you listen to when you’re sad
day 23 - a song that you want to play at your wedding
day 24 - a song that you want to play at your funeral
day 25 - a song that makes you laugh
day 26 - a song that you can play on an instrument
day 27 - a song that you wish you could play
day 28 - a song that makes you feel guilty
day 29 - a song from your childhood 
day 30 - your favorite song at this time last year

on a lighter note, good news. she didnt pee/poo on the floor today! (: making progress. ;P hopefully new photos soon. >3< shes really hyper, so its hard to take a proper photo of her. but shes so cute. i cant wait until she has all her baby shots done, then i can take her out. ^^

so the whole grade is going on a field trip tomorrow. and guess what? i cant go. apparently, all the people who are taking band cannot go (which is maybe half the grade), because there is a stupid band concert coming up on friday, and tomorrow we have a combined rehearsal with all the bands. we usually dont have combined rehearsals, but they just decided to make everything more complicated this year by combining the bands. =.= it’s so stupid. its never been combined before, so why now? because they’re fucking idiots.